The Life Of A Musican Without A Band

I have been looking for a band for sometime. I have been told I'm a very good vocalist by many people. I want to tour the world. I really only want to be in a band. I know that's the only thing I want to do with my life. I can't really see myself doing anything more. I used to sing for a rock band a while back....but everything changes. I think things would be really different if I didn't live in one of the smallest towns. But I guess that's just how things work.
I'm 16. But do not cut me short for that.
http://www.bandmix.com/vanitydean/
vanity.dean@yahoo.com

When I get mad I go Dro

Then I realize I screwed up

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7 ♥ 02.23.11

Today, 17 teens will take their own lives due to bullying.

jamieisirish:

reblog if you care.

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defymygravity • 626967 ♥ 01.30.11

rockstardro:

I’m trying to promote this band. The guys in it are not only talented but some of the most amazing people I have ever met.

Official Tumblr is
http://theleoproject.tumblr.com/

REBLOG!

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5 ♥ 01.30.11

Bad News (For Me)

So the other day (I don’t remember what day) I called this 3 man band looking for a singer. They were intrested, I sent them a link to my video on Facebook. I waited all day then for them to back to me.

Nothing.

I waited yesterday,

Nothing.

Today,

One new email. I got super excited when I saw it was from them. I was more than sure I had a band and was going to get to try my dream. This is what I got.

“Vanity,

We appreciate your interest in joining our band. We are currently changing our music direction to more of a bluegrass/newgrass rock and we are looking for someone more our age 25-30. Many places we play require you to be 21 and up.

Im sure there is a band our there for you.

Wish the best,
Sloantones”

…………

I’m more crushed by this than I should be. I expected it to happen at least once…but I wasn’t sure when. Oh well. I guess I’ll try and keep going. But it gets harder each day. Someone help me.

Is it that I’m not good enough? Pretty enough? Maybe I’m just not smart enough? It can’t be my age. I’m not that stupid.

Life goes on…

~Vanity

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12.19.10

Taste Of Ink cover tune. Written by The Used sang by me.

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12.19.10

Sweet Dreams and Beautiful Nightmares: vanitydean: rockstardro: I hate some people. Lol. Alright…this just...

vanitydean:

rockstardro:

I hate some people. Lol. Alright…this just happened today. If you saw that last video posted on my blog…it’s because Vanity is a loser idiot. Lmfao. She used my Ipod to post a video on her Tumblr. But as you all say….it was EPIC fail. But I just wanted to clear…

I fucking hate you too!!! FUCKER! Lmfao. I could go at this all day!

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2 ♥ 12.13.10

-officiallyofftherails:

It’s hereeeee<3

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heartbreakisforever • 275 ♥ 12.13.10

12.09.10

justanuntoldtruth:

I’m a lesbian so I must have a crush on every girl I see.

I have alot of guy friends so I must be fucking every single one of them.

I smile alot, so I must have the perfect life.

I listen to reggae, so I must be a stoner.

My opinion matters, so I must be a bitch.

I’m comfortable with my body, so I get around?

I’m friends with a lot of guys, so I’ve must have hooked up with all of them.

I like to help out, so I must be a suck up.

I’m black, so I must be ghetto.

I’m black, so I must be stupid.

I’m Mexican, so I must be low class.

I’m bisexual, so I must get around.

I’m straight up blunt, so I must be a bitch.

I like to drink, so I must be an alcoholic.

I don’t hang out with guys, so I must be a lesbian.

I cut myself so I must be “emo”.

I’m bisexual, so none of my girl friends can feel safe.

I laugh and smile, so I cannot be depressed.

I like spending my day at home, so I don’t have any friends.

I am gay, so I must be bullied.

Most of my friends are dudes, so I must be a tomboy.

I’m on Tumblr, so I must have zero friends in real life.

I’m a Muslim, so I must be a terrorist.

I make alot of mistakes so I must be stupid/retarded.

I strongly defend LGBT so I must be gay.

I’m from a broken family, so I must be a rebel.

I like rasta colors, so I must smoke weed.

I’ve had sex, so I must be a slut.

I’ve made mistakes, so I must be untrustworthy.

I really love him, so I must hold on.

I’m a Filipino, so I must be a maid.

I really love him, so I must be taken for granted.

I’m a Politician, so I must be corrupt.

I’m Blonde, so I must be really stupid.

I’m wearing a black shirt, so I must be “emo”.

I wear make up, so I must be a flirt.

I make alot of mistakes, so I must be hated.

I am a teenager, so I must be misunderstood.

I wear a lot of black, so I must cut myself

I don’t talk to a lot of people, so I must hate everything

Forever reblog.

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114782 ♥ 12.09.10

Me and my friend Margaret!!!!!

12.08.10

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